Marji Laine

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On Your Knees: Inspiration for A Dozen Apologies


OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERAA new surrender to the Lord is a beautiful thing. When a heart releases personal desires and expectations. A person lifts up hands, and says, “As You wish, Lord.”

  • Abraham did that when he took Isaac, his only son, to the altar.
  • Mary also as she faced shame and possible stoning after the angel told her about the baby she would carry.
  • Christ, Himself, surrendered to God’s will in the garden of Gethsemane.

“For You do not delight in sacrifice, otherwise I would give it; You are not pleased with burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; A broken and a contrite heart, O God, You will not despise.” Ps. 51:16-17

David relates that God prefers hearts that are wholly His instead of sin offerings. Think about that for a moment. It’s a reasonable request. Would you prefer to have a best friend who is really good at apologizing? That would infer that there is always something new for which to beg forgiveness. “That man o’ mine done gone and gambled the house away, but he brung me the purtiest little bouquet o’ flowers you ever did see.” Uh … no. Definitely not the type of relationship God wants to have with us either.

1 Sam 15:22 clears this right up.

“But Samuel replied: “Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the LORD? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams.”

Obeying is surrender. The more we practice obeying the Lord, the more that surrender to Him becomes part of our lives. For Him it is a love song. A ballad of actions that spills out as a love offering to the Lord. After all, isn’t it by actions that we show love to others in our lives?

Our surrender has huge effects on us as well. When we follow in obedience to God, we can be sure that we’re walking our most abundant path. Seriously. If you blindfolded your daughter and took her by the hand, would you ram her shins into the furniture? Our loving heavenly Father doesn’t do that either. He coaxes us along the way that He’s set for us. The one that will bring us the most joy and work the best for his plan on earth.

Your Turn: How are you surrendering today?

The collaborative novella being released from Write Integrity Press, A Dozen Apologies, deals with surrender. Mara has done some pretty horrible things, but when she comes to know the Lord, she feels she must do her best to make things right. Not an easy task considering the humiliations she created. Her story is FREE tomorrow! You don’t want to miss this story! Find A Dozen Apologies at Amazon.

Author: Marji Laine

Marji is a recently "graduated" homeschooling mom whose twin girls have blessed her by sticking around the nest for a little longer. She spends her days directing the children’s music program at her church and working with the authors of Write Integrity Press to put out the best possible version of their books. Raised in suburban Dallas, she got her first taste of writing through the stories of brilliant authors of their day, Mignon Eberhart and Phyllis A. Whitney, and through stage experience. After directing and acting in productions for decades, Marji started writing her own scripts. From that early beginning, she delved into creating scintillating suspense with a side of Texas sassy. She invites readers to unravel their inspiration, seeking a deeper knowledge of the Lord’s Great Mystery that invites us all.

2 thoughts on “On Your Knees: Inspiration for A Dozen Apologies

  1. Sometimes when I surrender to God, I feel like I am flinging myself off a cliff. However, I am always amazed at how at the “bottom of the cliff” is: Love. There is a fantastic song about this called “Falling” (Travis Cottrell).